I get discouraged too easily I guess and I don't have that gift of the salesman or whatever it's called. I think too literally and overanalyze everything but my boyfriend can sell an sno-cone to an eskimo so it's now his job. You have to stick with your talents/strengths right and I know that trying to get materials from businesses I am in over my head. On the other hand I can find the places for him to call/visit and you better believe I leave no "free box" unsearched and no resource unresearched! Wow almost a tounge twister there