Indeed, we are all praying for you. I know what it is like to scrap your A$$ off and figure you could maybe earn more at McDonald's! I spent 2 & 1/2 years on unemployment, got diabetes, kidney stones, high blood pressure etc. Really, it was not having a job and having to depend upon the whims of the "scrap gods" to supply even basic needs.
But God came through for me. We never starved, we always had a place to live, I have a good job in North Dakota now and I am earning extra money just like you were by scrapping on the side. Still don't have my family here after a year, but I think we are really close! We will keep praying that God will grant you a full recovery. May God bless you Sir!
Jeff
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